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Gone

by Wanderwren

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PinEyes I'm just lucky I found this gem. Love songs that will tear your soul apart and make you reflect on the foundations of the feeling of love itself. Been listening to this for years when the need arises. Thanks. Favorite track: Bookmark.
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1.
Xakary 02:06
We used to walk to the cemetery And we'd hang out there We would talk for hours and hours Though we do that anywhere We were young, I was strong Never thought anything would go wrong But now I know And things are different now You used to come to my old high school And we'd hang out there We would laugh for hours and hours Though we do that anywhere We were young, I was in love Had no clue of what you were capable of But now I know And things are different now And oh, the time does change us Spins us around to rearrange us I went from happy to dangerous You went from 'bestie' to a stranger It's all your fault, that I'm still in love Now I walk to the cemetery I hang out there I think about you for hours and hours But I do that anywhere We have changed, nothing's the same You've learned to forget my face and my name I don't know Why things are different now
2.
Home 04:16
Oh my darling it kills me to see you this way Cuz I know you've got it in you to chase your demons away You've come so far since we first met And I hope you know I'm not giving up yet Chorus And I'll shelter you, in every late night phone call I'll love you, every minute of the day So please stay with me, oh, stay with me awhile And I'll shelter you With me you'll always have a home And I know how things get bad when you've got time on your hands So I'll always remind you of the life that we've planned To have and to hold, not just under the covers But for all time, giving strength to one another Chorus And I'll have you, for as long as you'll keep me I'll hold you, 'til you crumble in my arms I'll make a home for you, for as long as you need me And I'll shelter you My heart will always be your home And I'll shelter you, in every word unspoken I'll love you, until my dying day So please stay with me, oh stay with me forever My heart's for you, you see With me you'll always have a home My heart will always be your home
3.
Wasted Time 02:25
Now my resolve is peeling like the skin upon my lips It's getting harder and harder to see if The things that I am feeling are justified or just selfish And it's a constant battle between my heart and my wits Why did I have to go and turn it all to shit Why was I unsatisfied with the beauty of your devotion? Chorus Oh, don't you know, my darlin', I'm just not worth it I just can't make up my mind And I know, my darlin', I'm just not worth it I don't want you to keep wasting your time So please, just leave me, and save yourself I don't deserve anyone at all Oh, please, just leave me, and save yourself Make a wish upon a star that will not fall And now my heart is crumbling like a snowdrift in the wind What is this sorrow, that's slowly setting in? Accepting the reality of the life that I have chosen Now I feel like a tadpole who has not yet learned to swim Why does my patience always have to wear so thin? I realize for the first time that in my mind, I'm still broken Chorus Oh, don't you know, my darlin', I'm just not worth it I've finally made up my mind And I know, my darlin', I'm just not worth it I'm sorry to have wasted your time So please, just leave me, and save yourself I don't deserve anyone at all Oh, please, just leave me, and save yourself Make a wish upon a star that will not fall
4.
Bookmark 04:14
Who would ever think, that in the frigid winter cold I'd find a boy who drags his feet just like I do And he struggles with his demons and has a restless, wild soul These are things I know and wrestle with, too And he's told me all his stories, about his travels and his fears In a way that makes me wish that I'd been there But I'm constantly reminded of the space that lies between us And I just hope that I'm not broken beyond repair Chorus Cuz his heart resides elsewhere, and though I try not to care I know I'm fooling no one, least of all myself And I know I can't go with him, cuz my anchors run too deep And no matter how hard I try, he was never mine to keep He was never mine to keep And, baby, when you visit, I don't think we can be friends Cuz the only thing I know for sure about love is that it ends So please don't wake me when you leave, dear, you had best be on your way I know that I could never be the one who would make you want to stay Chorus Cuz your heart resides elsewhere, and though I try not to care I know I'm fooling no one, least of all myself And I know I can't go with you, cuz my anchors run too deep And no matter how hard I try, you were never mine to keep And our story's truly ending, we're gonna have to be apart But nothing's made me feel better than being a bookmark in your heart But you'll never know how my heart sang on that walk back to your house When you accidentally said that it was "our place"… your place Chorus No, I can't keep getting homesick for a place I've never been x4

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Gone is a collection of love songs written over a period of 7 years for various people who were ultimately undeserving of them. It is a window into my brain whilst I am in a relationship and the ways in which I try to navigate loving as honestly, openly and fearlessly as I can.
I debated releasing these songs for a very long time, but then figured that recording and playing them repeatedly might help me to reconcile my feelings for the people these songs are about.

This EP was recorded in a small cabin amidst the mud and rain on Pender island. Everything was recorded with my shitty laptop mic and Garageband, which should explain why the quality is mediocre at best. Also, what are mixing and mastering? Clearly I don't know. Either way, I have made the best of what I have.

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released October 27, 2014

Guitar, vocals and violin - Alison Soldink

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Wanderwren British Columbia

Wanderwren is the solo project of Alison Soldink, guitarist and vocalist of Stick and Poke. It is the sonic culmination of what goes on inside my brain most of the time.

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